Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Taking some quick breath from studying. I have this stupid thing bothering me, like it or not.. i am going to bomb it out loud.
Dependency. not exactly a bad thing, not a good thing either. you need to grab hold and a balance of it. having or giving support doesnt essentially and ultimately be 24/7! you need to know the existence of this thing called 'self independent'! i am just so tired of helping, till to the extend people 'slog and drag'. it is just so sick that i cant take it anymore.
balls man. in moments or period of emergency, you just have to count on yourself. your friends cant be there for you always, but you can do it yourself! then do so right. ask the adequate things, not the whole lump sum.
i bet parents taught us, it's better to depend on oneself than on others. you wouldnt know when the whole is going to fall and crash on you.
alright. my priority is to rest and talk to my dear. *wee*
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